HELP!!!

Okay this is my call for help readers. I am letting satan influence my life a lot more than I really should but it is worse is that I kinda like how I am feeling by allowing this to happen. At first when I was a straight laced "molly mormon" at work I had no respect, I was teased and ridiculed. Now that I am bending my standards a little bit I am getting some attention and even a little bit of respect as a true asset. The other problem I am having is that I am facing troubles with my friends right now and these friends really make me feel like a really bad person. They are great people and they are so smart and wise and all of that good stuff. The only problem is that I am not that way at all. I am very small and timid and young in my learning of the gospel. They make me feel so insignificant around them. That is why I suddenly have decided that I like to hang out with the work girls even though it is a bad environment and I bending my standards to fit in with them. They do not make me feel so bad about myself or about anything that I do. I love hanging with them but I am fearful that if I hang with for too long I am going to become to much like them and will in turn become less and less of the person that I want to be. I need help on how to either solve this problem or to satisfy the demands of both of my senses.