I LOVE BRENT!!!

Okay so as many of you may or may not know I have been having a very difficult week. I am afraid to fall asleep and I am also super stressed and together that just breeds depression and a problem of what to do with myself. Well I am glad that BRent is in tune with the spirit and sent me a letter on a day that I really needed it. So I got it today and I was pretty much the happiest girl on the planet again.
I know that he doesn't want me to send him any packages or anything for his birthday or Christmas but I think I am going to anyway just cause he asked me not to. I am going to send a big ole box and put a candy bar and a singing card in it and then he will not be upset at me for sending him a package but then I won't be going without sending anything. But in the letter I got today I was reassured of his love and I was so excited that I got to hear about how he wanted to join the 24 hour club too.



I absolutely love this boy and you have no idea how hard it will be on me if something doesn't work out between us. But I was also reassured today of the amount of love that he has for me and he is totally encouraging me to go to DC even though I will be a five hour flight away from him. But I think that I will not get any postions thus far I have only been offered a we will let you know in a few weeks when we get back in the office. I know that I love BRent even more cause he is willing to support me in this. Without BRent and his letter today I know I would be sitting on FB looking for advice from MGs on how to make it by one more day. I am so excited for New Years Eve when he gets home. I am hoping that I was also able to convince him to live close to me by saying hey move here and then we can spend more time together.

I love BRent and I am going to post some more stuff later about this.

Outy,
Jordo