To be or not to be that is the question

Okay so this post has nothing to do with Hamlet or even Shakespeare. This post is strictly intended to inform you all of the decision that I am going to be making sooner than later. As many of you know I was offered a position as an intern on Senator Harry Reid's staff. This postion would be highly beneficial to me in my future and in my major. I also really love Washington. But the problem is that I would be leaving shortly after, like one week, after BRent gets home. That is the conflict that I am having within myself. I do not what I am to do anymore.

Then I go to ask a friend for her advice and all she can say is does the Bishop know that you are considering leaving. And I kept telling her that I have not because I have not given a definite answer yet. She is like you need to and then low and behold he shows up behind me. Then I am like okay I get no other decision than to tell you so I am like I am most likely going to Washington DC. This dear friend of mine just doesn't understand that I do not go to people that are wiser than me and tell them what I am thinking. I go to wiser and people and tell them what is going to happen or what I am going to do.

Oh well that is just a sidenote of the story. Back to the story. BRent gets home December 30th in case you had forgotten and I would be responsible to report to Washington DC on January 7th and that would give us less than a week together plus I would miss his homecoming talk. I am so torn between two very good decisions. Another thing that adds difficulty to this is that I am really bad at discerning the spirit and I am afraid that I will misinterpret it and suddenly realize that I told BRent that I am gone and then have it be a bad decision. I just cannot get over the fact that I may or may not be making the best choice for me. I LOVE BRENT!! I REALLY WANT TO GO TO DC!!! I really want and love both ideas but I am afraid that I cannot make the right decision on my own that is why I am asking you to help me and to give me some advice on what you think I should do.

PLEASE HELP A GIRL OUT!!!

Luv Jordo