So I have been home for a while now and I am just barely realizing that a lot of the things that I was hoping wouldn't happen have started to happen and the things that I was hoping would happen are not happening.
So I set a goal to get up early still every morning and that has so far fallen through quite bad, ten doesn't qualify as early. I am slacking in my nutrition, I am not eating good foods or at good times. I am slacking on scripture study, I know a horrible thing to admit but I am going to be honest about to you the world of blogdom. I am not spending as much time away from home being social like I wish I was. Honestly I realized that last night when my parents noticed that I am doing the same things I was before I left. Dang I was caught.
I am a total dreamer and things that I was hoping to happen aren't. Maybe because I am still living in a bit of fantasy DC land. I was hoping to have an exceptionally padded resume and I have to even find a job that I can fill in July. So I am worrying about a lot of ridiculous things that I shouldn't really be worrying about.
Things that are working out for me though are ones that are more long term. I am signed up for classes and I am mostly excited I would be more excited if I didn't have a math class in my schedule. I am taking a bunch of history and poli-sci classes and that just thrills me. Life is such a great when things work out.
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